A Good Job

by Ashley on February 22, 2010

Since starting my new job this semester, several people have asked me why I’m still working at the library.  I politely respond with, “Well, that’s how I support myself.  And, they pay me significantly more per hour, provide me with health insurance, and give me paid vacation and sick time.  How could I afford to give that up?”

My new job may be a better opportunity geared more directly toward my professional goals, but since taking it, I have grown even more thankful for my library job.  Even though I’m 26, my job at the library, which I started a year and a half ago, was the first I ever had with benefits.  I still marvel at them.  When I got back from a 2 week Christmas vacation to my normal pay check, the full amount there as if I’d worked all those hours, I felt incredibly fortunate.  When I talk to my uninsured or underinsured friends and remember that I have very affordable medical, dental, and vision coverage, I feel comforted.  Knowing that getting sick doesn’t mean losing working wages immediately is such a relief.

As lucky as I feel, as surprising as it still is, I yet managed to be reminded, as if I’d forgotten, of the reality that if I miss a day at my second job, that is money lost.  If a holiday interferes with working hours, the day off is tinged with a bit of disappointment, because again it is money lost.  I even regret taking time off to go out of town.  Maybe I wouldn’t feel that way if my budget wasn’t so tight that I count on those hours to keep up with my plan of getting out of debt.

I also, of course, get paid a pretty ridiculous wage, especially for having no benefits.  It’s very typical for a grad school job and for a non-profit.  And, it’s worth it for the opportunity, for the connections I’m making, and because I like the job, but it certainly doesn’t allow for much security.

I’m happy to do both, even though it means little to no free time.  When you have a good job, especially one you enjoy, you don’t give it up.  And that’s a conservative take, especially when there’s such an emphasis on the internet and with my generation of taking big risks to do the job you love–usually working for yourself.  I understand that.  I mean, I’m pursuing a very impractical career because it’s what I want to do, but I think taking big risks is only possible when you prepare the way by acting responsibly.  On top of which, I have zero desire to work for myself; I like someone else cutting me a check, withholding taxes, and keeping the business going.  It’s also important to know how you work best.

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{ 4 comments }

elizabeth February 22, 2010 at 10:30 am

Your struggle with debt makes me feel better about my own and your thoughful words about good jobs gives me hope for the future.

Amber from Girl with the Red Hair February 22, 2010 at 10:52 am

I am on an hourly wage at my job and it sucks for a lot of the reasons you just mentioned. Sure my bosses are very flexible and I can sneak away for a vacation home whenever I want, but then I come back to NO money.

I’m going on salary in the next few months and I am definitely looking forward to that. Although, since it’s a contracted position I will still have no benefits.

phampants February 22, 2010 at 1:07 pm

Watching you share your struggles makes me proud of you. Honestly, I am. I’m grateful to know you and have you as a blog friend.

Amy --- Just A Titch February 22, 2010 at 2:58 pm

I am really similar to you in this—I admire my friends and my boyfriend, who do things on their own…but I LOVE the security of being a teacher (well, our district is doing lay-offs, but STILL) and the benefits, steady pay and regular hours. I need that to thrive. I worked as a massage therapist for a year and couldn’t deal with the unsteady income, etc. I’m with you on the need for stability.

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