Since starting my new job this semester, several people have asked me why I’m still working at the library. I politely respond with, “Well, that’s how I support myself. And, they pay me significantly more per hour, provide me with health insurance, and give me paid vacation and sick time. How could I afford to give that up?”
My new job may be a better opportunity geared more directly toward my professional goals, but since taking it, I have grown even more thankful for my library job. Even though I’m 26, my job at the library, which I started a year and a half ago, was the first I ever had with benefits. I still marvel at them. When I got back from a 2 week Christmas vacation to my normal pay check, the full amount there as if I’d worked all those hours, I felt incredibly fortunate. When I talk to my uninsured or underinsured friends and remember that I have very affordable medical, dental, and vision coverage, I feel comforted. Knowing that getting sick doesn’t mean losing working wages immediately is such a relief.
As lucky as I feel, as surprising as it still is, I yet managed to be reminded, as if I’d forgotten, of the reality that if I miss a day at my second job, that is money lost. If a holiday interferes with working hours, the day off is tinged with a bit of disappointment, because again it is money lost. I even regret taking time off to go out of town. Maybe I wouldn’t feel that way if my budget wasn’t so tight that I count on those hours to keep up with my plan of getting out of debt.
I also, of course, get paid a pretty ridiculous wage, especially for having no benefits. It’s very typical for a grad school job and for a non-profit. And, it’s worth it for the opportunity, for the connections I’m making, and because I like the job, but it certainly doesn’t allow for much security.
I’m happy to do both, even though it means little to no free time. When you have a good job, especially one you enjoy, you don’t give it up. And that’s a conservative take, especially when there’s such an emphasis on the internet and with my generation of taking big risks to do the job you love–usually working for yourself. I understand that. I mean, I’m pursuing a very impractical career because it’s what I want to do, but I think taking big risks is only possible when you prepare the way by acting responsibly. On top of which, I have zero desire to work for myself; I like someone else cutting me a check, withholding taxes, and keeping the business going. It’s also important to know how you work best.
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Your struggle with debt makes me feel better about my own and your thoughful words about good jobs gives me hope for the future.
I am on an hourly wage at my job and it sucks for a lot of the reasons you just mentioned. Sure my bosses are very flexible and I can sneak away for a vacation home whenever I want, but then I come back to NO money.
I’m going on salary in the next few months and I am definitely looking forward to that. Although, since it’s a contracted position I will still have no benefits.
Watching you share your struggles makes me proud of you. Honestly, I am. I’m grateful to know you and have you as a blog friend.
I am really similar to you in this—I admire my friends and my boyfriend, who do things on their own…but I LOVE the security of being a teacher (well, our district is doing lay-offs, but STILL) and the benefits, steady pay and regular hours. I need that to thrive. I worked as a massage therapist for a year and couldn’t deal with the unsteady income, etc. I’m with you on the need for stability.
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